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DCLXVI (secrets)

The 6 Base Alpha Numeric Bible Code

A secret Code exists in a language of man (English) and has been known for some time. Using the Code, you can convert words in English to an alpha-numeric value. Comparing words of like value reveals interesting relationships that have religious meaning.

The Code was hinted at by John in the book of Revelation in the Bible- Rev 13:18 Here is wisdom. Let him that hath understanding count the number of the beast: for it is the number of a man; and his number is 666.

There could not have been any human intelligence that influenced these results because of the long time frame and the myriad of influences on the development of the English language.

It is God's secret code to spiritual truth.

The Code is in the form of a progression and is a multiple of 6.
Each line is added to give a letter a value.

A= 6/ 6
B=12/ 66
C=18/ 666
D=24/ 6666
E=30/ 66666
F=36/ 666666
G=42/ 6666666
H=48/ 66666666
I=54/ 666666666
J=60/ 6666666666
K=66/ 66666666666
L=72/ 666666666666
M=78/ 6666666666666
N=84/ 66666666666666
O=90/ 666666666666666
P=96/ 6666666666666666
Q=102/ 66666666666666666
R=108/ 666666666666666666
S=114/ 6666666666666666666
T=120/ 66666666666666666666
U=126/ 666666666666666666666
V=132/ 6666666666666666666666
W=138/ 66666666666666666666666
X=144/ 666666666666666666666666
Y=150/ 6666666666666666666666666
Z=156/ 66666666666666666666666666

The Number of Man

Throughout Jewish history man has been associated with the number 6, from the creation of man on the 6th day to the 6 pointed Star of David on Israel's flag. If we were to give the value of 6 to the letter A and add six to each letter in a progression, we would develop a code that can convert any English word into a value. If we compare words with similar values- an amazing relationship takes place.

Examples:
HELL=222, HADES=222
ISRAEL=384, ZION=384
JESUS CHRIST=906, HOLY SPIRIT=906
SATAN=330, BURN=330, JUDAS=330
EARTH=312, SALT=312

But sometimes there are groups of two or more words that are linked by their similar values and the chance that these links exist are astounding.

A to Z Alpha to Omega. Man is associated with the number 6 and the word God adds to 156 or our last letter of the alphabet Z. Jesus said I am the Alpha and Omega the Beginning and the End- Man and God.

Observe these amazing links:

Jesus=444, Joshua=444, Y'Shua=444, Messiah=444, GodSon=444, Cross-444, JHVH God=444, Great I Am=444, Gospel=444, Beauty=444, Energy=444, Bible Faith=444, Bible Hope=444

Virgin=474, Mother=474

Mother Mary=816, Virgin Birth=816

Eternal=450, Lord God=450, Lamb of God=450, Suffer=450

Golgotha=450, Crucify=450, Violence=450

Church=366, Miracle=366

Holy Church=726, Poverty=726

Jesus Christ=906, Baby Poverty=906

Redeemer=438, Crown=438, Kingdom=438, Anoint=438, Children=438, Patience=438, Sacrifice=438, Paradise=438, Alleluia=438.

Christian=462, Repentance=462, Holiness=462.


Some of the more interesting links are related to John's 666 prophecy.

Mark of Beast=666, Witchcraft=666, Holy Rome=666, New York=666, Kissinger=666, Computer=666, Santa Claus=666, America Church=666, Laodicea Church=666, Love City=666, Crucify God=666.


I have compiled a few interesting links (see samples in the index). I can't calculate the odds of these words and phrases matching, but it must be astronomical. The true revelation of this code will come when someone writes a program that can automatically calculate every word in the dictionary, and then group the words together according to their values. Is this the hidden language Code that will reveal all? Some say that English is the universal language of mankind. It is comprised of many words from different languages and is taught by nearly every country- if they want to progress. I can't say if the code works the same way in other languages- it would be truly amazing if it did. But I think there is something here to ponder and it will take wisdom to decode the messages hidden within our own words.

Index

King of Jews=714 High, Priest=714, Redeemer=714

Abraham=264, Faith=264, Kill=264

Jerusalem=624, Idolatry=624

Elijah=270, Enoch=270

Divine=372, Deity=372, Whole=372

Priesthood=774, Scripture=774

Believer=468, Repent=468

Billy Graham=648, Evangelism=648, Worship=648

Faith=264, Zeal=264

Spiritual=750, Fellowship=750

Anointed=575, Forgiven=576

Creator=480, Logos=480

God=156, Heal=156

Emmanuel=504, Savior=504

Prayer=498, Wisdom=498

Bethlehem=498, Shepard=498

Zealot=474, Murder=474

False Prophet=846, Tribulation=846

Wrath=420, Fury=420

Wife=258, Give=258

Marriage=432, School=432, World=432

Happy=396. Family=396

Child=144, Kid=144

Children=438, Patience=438, Sacrifice=438

Divorce=456, Vengeance=456

Body=276, Milk=276

Sun=324, Health=324

Chemical=324, Beware=324

Science=348, Barren=348

Mother=474, Nature=474

Heart=312, Pride=312

Birth=342, Moon=342

Abortion=564, Innocent=564

Disease=372, Plague=372, Medicine=372

Homosexual=798, Temptation=798

War=252, Gun=252

Gold=Fire=Death=Decay=Noah=Ocean=228

Babylon=426, Money=426

Sport=528, Egotism=528, Good Time=528

Hero=Win=276

Dollar=372, Enemy=372

Alpha Numeric=726, Revelation=726

Words Unsaid 090308

Words Unsaid 090308

Forgotten words Thrown away carelessly Tossed aside without a thought A strange old letter Aside was cast Found among lost treasures, A relic from your past. There's.... Something. Something familiar about this. Memories flood back You rip open the envelope. The words are finally released No longer hidden by an envelope. But another layer remains Masking the true feelings. Words guard the truth, But emotions slip through the cracks Slowly becoming a torrent of reality. Tears stain the page, Swirling the words together, Making the page illegible. But it is clear. Clear what is being said. 'I love you' The letter says. Words written eons ago In hope they reach open eyes. Now the fear seems stupid, Now that there is no reason for it. So stupid It seemed To leave those words unsaid. 'I love you' Was all that was needed No reason to fear his reaction, No reason to fear his rejection. Love thought unrequited Requited after all. But now it is too late, She is gone.

-hxkeebs

The Last Words (short story)

It had been raining for more than a week, so much rain it made everyday seemed so restless and gloomy. She called and said she was coming up. It was the third time she came up to see me that week. I carried her excuse of why she came all the way here and went to meet her at the nearby seven-eleven. She was standing there alone, carrying her red umbrella. Her friend had dropped her off. It was raining and she was shivering. She looked weak and fragile in the harsh rain, wearing not enough to keep her warm.

I walked up to her and said, "You shouldn't come see me anymore," and stuff like how we shouldn't be together.

She said, "I miss you."

I told her coldly, "Lets go, I'll take you home."

She did not open up her umbrella, I knew she wanted to share mine.

I said, "Open up your umbrella, let's go."

Unwillingly, She opened up her umbrella and walked with me to the car. She said she hadn't eat lunch or dinner and asked if we could stop at some place to eat.

Right away I answered with a stoned heart, "No!"

Disappointed, she asked me to take her to the train station, she said she would take the train back home.

Maybe it was the rain, all the trains were full of people with umbrellas and suit cases who were eager to get home, not caring about who just passed by. We waited and waited, she looked at me innocently. Being together for so long, of course I knew what she meant. I understand how she must feel when she came all this way here in this kind of weather and I treat her like this. With her soft eyes staring at me, I felt guilt and wanted to let her stay for the night.

But reality struck again, I said to her coldly, "Let's go try the other train station."

We were living in the same apartment building, on the same floor. Back then there were four of us, and we got along well. We would always eat dinner together, watch movies, and sometimes go camping. We were more like a family, but I didn't know I would end up falling in love with the only girl of the four. Maybe it was during the last year of college, having living together for two years, we developed deep feelings for each other. After she graduated she went back home, and I stayed for one more year to finish school. During that year I was only able to take the train down to see her on holidays, but never for long. That was how we kept the treasured relationship.

We were walking along the side of the road. She was in front of me and I was right behind her. Her umbrella had a broken spoke. She looked liked a wounded soldier, carrying her rusted rifle walking weakly. Many times, she was too into thinking or whatever she was doing, drifting off the road, she almost got hit by the cars passing by. I wanted to just take her in my arms, but with the love I had for her and the constant pain in my stomach, I did nothing. On the way, we passed by the park where we use to always go.

She begged and said, "Lets go in the park just for a little while please, I promise I'll go home right after this."

With her begging, my cold heart softened, but I still put up an annoyed face and walked in the park. I was just sitting on the benches looking like I wanted to leave. She went to the big oak tree and she was looking for something. I knew she was looking for what we wrote on that tree with a silver ink pen half a year ago. If I remember it right, it said, "Chris and Susan was here, Chris had tea and Susan was drinking hot chocolate. Hope Chris and Susan would always remember this day, always loving each other, forever." She was looking around for quite a while, then she came back slowly with tears on her face.

She said, "Chris, I can't find it, it's not there anymore."

I felt so sour inside, there was a stream of pain, flowing into my heart, the kind of pain I've never felt before. But all I could do was pretend I didn't care, and said, "Can we go now?"

I opened up my big black umbrella, she was just standing there, didn't want to leave yet, hoping there was still a chance. She said, "You made up the story of you and that other girl didn't you? I know I frustrate you sometimes, but I'll change, can't we start over?"

I didn't say a word, just looked down and shook my head. After that we just kept on walking towards the train station, didn't say a word to each other.

Four years ago, the doctor said I had cancer, but it was found early, so it was still curable. Thinking that it was okay, I started living my normal life again, and even forgot about the cancer. I didn't think about the cancer again and did not go back to the doctor. Until a month ago, my stomach was hurting for two weeks straight, and the nightmare awakened me again. First I thought the pain wouldl go away, but it grew stronger until to the point that I couldn't take it anymore. I went back to the doctor and took an X-ray. The picture came out and there was a big black spot, which proved the truth that I did not want to believe. I was at the most glittering part of my life, but it was coming to an end. I wanted myself and the people around me to go through the least pain possible, so I decided to commit suicide.

But I couldn't let people find out about my intentions, especially Susan, the person I love the most in this whole world, who still doesn't know about the truth. Susan was still young, she shouldn't have to go through this. So I made up some stories and lied to her. It was a cruel thing to do, and it broke her heart, but it was the fastest way to wipe out three years's feelings. I didn't have much time, because I would soon start to loose hair and she would find out eventually. But now I'm close to succeeding, this drama would soon be over. Thirty minutes more this would all come to an end, that was what I had in mind.

The train had stopped running so I called a taxi for her. We were just standing there, waiting, loosing our last moments in silence.

I saw the taxi from far away, I held my tears and said to her, "Take care of yourself, take good care of yourself."

She didn't talk, just nodded lightly, and then opened up her misshaped umbrella and stepped out on the street. Out in the rain, we became two single life forms, one red, one black, so far away from each other. I opened the door for her and she got in, then I close the gate that would separate me from her forever. I stood by the car, staring in the dark window, at the first love in my life, also the last one, walking out of my life. The car started, driving into the street. Finally I couldn't hold my sorrow and the twist in my heart any longer, waving my arms rapidly chasing after the taxi, because I knew, this would be the last time I see her.

I wanted to tell her I still love her, I wanted to tell her to stay, I wanted to tell her so much, but the taxi had already turned in the corner. Warm tears kept falling down my face, blended with the cold rain drops. I was cold, not because of the rain. I was cold inside.

She left, and I didn't get anymore of her phone calls even until today. I know she didn't see my tears, because they were washed away by the rain. I left without regrets. But I'm not Chris, I'm that girl Susan, using my memory, and his diary I found after one year since he left, writing down these last words.

the secret admirer

I never thought that this would happen. I never looked this way, simply because I dont want to.

Simply looking straight to her eyes brings me to this place I cant explain. A place I don't want to go to. A place where everythings bright and happy. A place where sadness flies.

Her eyes make me feel like I am gone. I even cant move a single muscle. I become frozen for at least 1 second. Everytime she passes by me. I get the feeling that my heart beats so fast, and I can't control. Her voice is like the track I was looking for.

I wan't to atleast talk to her, or get close to her. But I know I can't, because she is royalty and I am just one person of her kingdom. A creep. I tried to move many times, but I don't know how to.

I just dont know if someone is corting her at the moment. Every time I try to approach her, I freeze. Losing the chances to say that I like her, or at least hi.

For her I am a stranger, someone who she never knew. A nobody. But for me she seems to be the person I want to love; I wont find anyone else. Even if the world falls apart, being with her I would choose. She's all I ever need. She's all I'll ever be.

But, time is passing fast. Maybe we are not for each other. No chances came. No signs. But I wish, that I am the person in her heart. Knowing this, I would never love another. And I'll wait.

                                                                                 -HxkeeBs

Letting you go, (Written: September 2007)

I'm letting you go now, of everything. The anger, the guilt, the questions that will go unanswered. I'm letting go of the memories we shared and the future that was promised, that will never be experienced I'm letting go of you, that's what you say you want. I have no reason to hold on to you, to try would be in vain, for it would only be me that was hurt in the end. So i'll say goodbye to you with a smile, a smile so you will never see the shattered remains of my broken heart. A smile so that you will never see the tears ready to fall.

There's always one last thought of you before I go to sleep. And it is that I love you. I love you more than you'll ever know, or even care. As time passes me by, the love I have for you will fade. As will the memories, the regrets and the pain I felt as I watched you walk away. As time passes me by, you will fade away and all that will remain is nothing. My heart will be sewn back together by the thread of time, waiting for the next girl to come and tear it apart again. It will be like you never exisisted, that I never knew you. All because, IM LETTING YOU GO NOW.

eto, kaka post ko lang, last year pa toh eh, wahahaha, for you to read lang. walang magawa eh. sana nakarelate kayo kahit papano.. ! ^__^

Redhorse for the loveless

Happy new year pare! Wala lang, wala kasi ako makausap, matagal ko na din itong tinatago. Wala na akong mapagkatiwalaan sa mundo. Kaya ikaw nalang muna. Pareho din lang naman diba? pag sinabi ko sa iba chaka pag tinype ko dito? hehe.. eto, magsisimula na.

Alam mo ba ung feeling na nagsalita ka ng mga masasamang salita, tapos di mo alam bakit? Parang gusto mo lang ng konting kasayahan pagkatapos ng life time ng kalungkutan? Alam mo ba feeling ng lifetime na kalungkutan? Weh? wala namang may pakialam dito. wahahaha. Naisip mo ba na pag nagsalita ka, hindi mo na yun mababawi? Nasabi mo na bang, wala ka nang magagawa?

Naalala ko tuloy xa pare, parang ansaya saya ko nun. Taz ngaun, nakaharap nalang sa bote ng redhorse. Haay. Nothing lasts forever nga naman. Pero, dami pa sana akong gustong sabihin sa kanya. Andami kong gustong gawin, pero hindi ko nagawa. Nagpaalam ng hindi ko nagawa. Well, ganun naman talaga siguro diba? Pag tapos na, tapos na. Hindi mo na maibabalik, parang papel, punit na. Wala na. kelangan ko ng bago.

Naghanap ako, yun may nahanap ako. Madami namang masamang balita sa kanya.

Sabi mo dati, "Para san nga ba kasi yan? Hindi mo naman kasi kailangan ng girlfriend para mabuhay ah!!" eh, pagod na din akong mag isa pare. Simula pa pagkabata, magisa ako. Hindi kumpleto ang buhay. Walang saya.

Kahit malungkot na pagibig, ayos na sana saakin. Kahit malungkot, at least hindi naman ako magisa diba? at least kahit papano, masasabi ko may tao jan para saakin.

Pare, alam ko hindi mo ako naiitindihan. Pasensya na hindi ko nasusunod mga payo mo. Matigas lang talaga ulo ko. Puso ko nagdidigta sa utak ko. Haay. Yung para bang wala na akong pakialam kung masaktan ako? Yung basta masunod ko lang puso ko, masaya na ako.

Ako kasi si, try lang wala namang mawawala. At ikaw si, torpe. Peace! hehe.. Torpe din ako, mamatay na lahat ng torpe sa mundo! haay. Di ko alam bakit eh. Kasalanan bang maging torpe?

Alam mo ba pala dati? Noong kami pa? Walang isang araw na hindi ako nakangiti. Parang ang saya saya ko. Peo xa, parang hindi. Parang mas gusto niyang kassama mga kaibigan niya. Ako naman? Aalis pag nandyan mga kaibigan niya, para sumaya naman xa. Ang sakit kasi nung feeling eh, ikaw masaya, taz xa hindi? haay.

Dati nga nararamdaman ko na ginamit nea lang ako, kasi nung nanligaw ako, xa lang walang boypren sa tropa nila. Ako naman, hindi ko na inisip yun. Tuloy lang, lalabas din aman yun pag kami na diba?

Haay. Ang weird nga nung break up namin eh, few days before kami nawala, lumabas kami. Nagsine, naglakad. Ansaya ko nun. Masaya. Peo, bigla nalang ako nagdrama! peste kasalanan ko pala eh! haaay. Yun dinrama ko na feeling ko indi xa masaya saakin. Edi naaus na un db? kinabukasan, away ulit!! ako nanaman!! kasalanan ko, nagtampo ako kasi feeling ko sinasadya niyang maging hindi sweet sakin.

Haay. Peo Pare! kasalanan ko bang maramdaman ung mga un? ewan ko.

Tapos nung pasukan noon, ako nanaman si indi mapigilan ang bibig. Siniraan ko xa! haay sama ko talaga. Maguusap sana kami noon, peo, may emergency, naiwan ko investigatory namin sa bahay. Umalis ako sa skul. Eh di na ako nagpaalam, nasa isip ko kasi nun, "Wala na ako para sa kanya, sino nga ba naman kasi ako?" Kea un, wala nang pagkakataon para magusap. Hindi na kami nagusap.

Hanggang nabasa ko ung blog nea. May nilagay xang poem. Peo too late na ako nun. Tagaltagal na pala nung blog nea un. Taz, nag go parin ako! nagpost ako ng comment dun sa blog nea! Pare! kala ko dinedma nea!! taz nagsulat ako ng labletter sa kanya.

Pagkatapos ng ilang araw, nagkabati kami. Peo bigla kong nalaman. Pinabasa niya pala ung labletter ko. Pare! sakit nun! kung anu anu nilagay ko dun!!

haaaay. kala ko nawalan ako ng tiwala sa kanya noon. Wala nanamang pansinan pagkatapos nun.

tapos, eto. nag GM ako ng bitch ka! sumthing lyk that. taz natamaan xa. Nagsumbong xa sa nanay nea. Ako naman xempre! Pare! ano laban ko sa nanay!!!! haaaaaay.. edi sumbong din ako. Hindi naman kasi siya pinapatamaan ko nun.. haaaaay.

After nun, bati ulit kami!! peste away-bati!! haaaaaaay...

Auz na Auz na noon. tapos isang araw. Nag chitchat kami sa YM.

nandi2 ung chat..

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basahin mo..

Na basag ako ng pino nun..

may plano pa sana ako nung christmas peo ndi na natuloy.. May bago na xa.. hahayaan ko na sila..

away nanaman kami. wala na akong magagawa. Nagsori na xa, nagsori na din ako. Peo mabuti na atang gani2. wala nang pancnan.

Aalis nalang ako sa buhay niya. Aalis ako kasi may iba xang gusto. Aalis ako kasi alam kong nagmamahalan silang dalawa. Aalis lang ako. Kasi sa tingin ko masaya na xa. Pero babalik din ako. Pag iniwan na xa.

Pare! Promis ko to sa iyo ah!! indi ko na xa aalalahanin. Last na to. Wala na xa sa isip ko. Kasalanan ko naman eh.  Wala na din xa sa puso ko. Sana makahanap ako ng bago.

para naman sa iyo..

sinabi ko na to madaming besses..

sasabihin ko last na talaga to..

PAALAM, MAHAL KITA..

-hxkeebs